the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
& Berline
yes, please grant her with:
okies.
now im sitting at the bck of the lt becoz i dun haf tis module.
using lappy with fear becoz anytime a lecturer will just come in and check.
and ta da,
one jus came.
haha!
but i dun gif a damn.
oh ya,
how is my new layout.?
all thanks to wefiy.!
she is damn gd at tis.
haha !
thns thns !
hmmm..
nt feelin bery happy somehow.
feelin insecure and all.
the misses i haf in within is too much for me to bear.
so much wanted to tell *gf how much i miss her but i cant.
i fear *she wil unhappy.
fear tt *she will think im fan.
fear fear and fear.
sometime of the day i can totally dun think of *her but smtime i really cant help it.
missing someone is so xinku esp when u cant even let them noe.
*DEAR im missing *you a hell lot.
i wish i cud see *her tonite but i noe i cant.
i promise tt i wun see *her tt often but somehow i wish i cud realli see *her as much as possible.
smtime im thinkin,
why in the past *she could like always gif in to ebong and zhong rong her but nt me.
i noe *she wil do tis is becoz *she doesnt wan to let mi xi guan.
but smtime i really hope *she wil zhong rong wo abit more.
recalling *her msg sent to me two wks ago tellin me tt i made *her really miss me so much.
tt dae i did see *her,
the dae before we oso met.
but *she misses me.
i really love *her tellin me tis.
but after tt day,
i havent heard tis kind of misses from *her le.
so many days we din mit and all but *she like nvr miss mi tt much.
somehow i really wonder how to make *her miss me tis much agn.
haha.
well,
i think is call misses.
true misses.
(:
okies.
im feelin alittle better.
becoz *she jus called.
thou din tok much.
but listenin to *her voice,
tokin to me nicely,
im alrd glad.
easily contented hurr?
ya.,
tt's me.
is the hint i always gif *her.
i need you because i love you.. (:
1:36 PM; be my
always
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
i had alot of fun wif *gf on sat nite and whole of sun.
and oso tonite.
we had dinner and all.
i jus love the way we are now.
and i shall really stop thinkin so much as long as *she treat me like tis always.
(:
going to slp le.
alot of things happen.
dunno how to say here.
hahas.
nites.
i love my *gf.!
1:29 AM; be my
always
Thursday, May 25, 2006
All alone I have started my journey
To the darkness of darkness I go
With a reason,I stopped for a moment
In this world full of pleasure so frail
Town after town on I travel
Pass through faces I know and know not
Like a bird in flight,sometimes I topple
Time and time again,just farewells
All alone as the day I was born
Till your eyes rest in mine,I shall wander
No more darkness I know and know not
For your sweetness I traded my freedom
Not knowing a farewell awaits
You know,hearts can be repeatedly broken
Making room for the harrows to came
Along with my sorrows I buried
My tears,my smiles,your name
Once again with my shadows I roam
7:48 PM; be my
always
the GIRL
LOVES & HATES
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
CONNECTED
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
PLEASE
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY
FOOTPRINTS