the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
& Berline
yes, please grant her with:
so how's my editing to my new blogskin.?
grins.
was browsing thru blogskin webpage but cudnt find any completely nice blogskin so i took a little frm here and there and make it out like tis.
grins.
and it took me like the whole night and so i slpt at 5am in the morn with *baby on the line.
(:
going off to batam on sat morn.
and wil be bad hopefully before christmas ( before 12am ) so at least i can countdwn with my gals and all.
and definitely with *syg.
aww,
going off is fun but which means i cudnt see *syg for 2 days. pout
*he better miss me if not ..
grins.
okays.
gtg.
gg ps to buy some stuffs den wil have wrk.
byes.
(:
3:15 PM; be my
always
Monday, December 18, 2006
yeah.!
its holiday agn.
and im kinda relieved that im not out for clinical at NUH.
mans.
cudnt imagine how it wil be like to go NUH everyday.
and the best thing is i can go out for pead clinical with my frens.
great great.
two weeks hols.
everyday filled with prog alrd.
gg batam to find tina (like finally) on the 23rd.
i hope i wil be in time to be in spore to count dwn christmas with *syg.
tok abt *syg,
*he made me so angry and sad hrt broken the past few days.
such a horrible boyfriend can.
hahas.
okays la,
its kinda my fault too.
i seriously hate times when we argued or smth.
it dun only make me angry but oso make me sad.
but sadly,
every mth must go thru tis period of time la.
hahas.
but im glad we are fine now.
yeah,
2nd monthsary coming its way.
hope wad we planned will goes on smoothly.
(:
*baby,
i "HATE" *you.
-pouts-
wrk ltr.
and i guess it wil be fun.
*baby doing cb closing too.
and im have ervy as my trainee.
great.!
looking forward,
mind u,
its the first time i looking forward to do cb closing kays.?
and bingbing,
u shud thanks me for giving up my box to u.
hump.
hahas.
byes peeps.
1:47 PM; be my
always
Friday, December 15, 2006
duh.
how many days have i din update.?
hahas.
super busy with alot of things.
and as usual alot of things happens.
boo.
met an car accident last wk.
dun worry.
im better alrd.
sch hols starting nxt wk and as usual my schedule are packed alrd.
grins.
i wil wan to make full use of it.
be it to enjoy,
to wrk,
or to catch up wad i had missed out in sch.
im looking forward to the 29th.
(:
sm unhappy things happened too.
but i dun wish to rack it up agn.
i dun wish to cry anymore.
boo.
i jus wan to haf fun fun and fun.
oh ya,
its time to mit up with shihui.
if nt she will really haunt me la.
grins.
wait for my date babe.!
loves.
darlings too.
felt so bad.
like v long din go out with them and all le.
im sry darlings.!
no matter how busy i am,
how rarely we mit,
i swear u gals are the ones i wil nvr forget and nvr failed to miss.
hope i wil be bck in spore on time to count dwn christmas.
(:
HUGGS you gals all TITE.!
CHRISTMAS.!
i love christmas.
and guess wad,
im like listening to christmas songs now.
but kinda like no atmosphere one.
hahas.!
ok.
gtg prepare for wrk alrd.
tk care everyone and yinjia!
bon voyage and haf a gr8 time at genting alrite.?
misses (:
i hope *you will never make me cry again anymore. dun hurt me anymore okays.?
4:04 PM; be my
always
Sunday, December 03, 2006
alot of things happen after the day i last posted.
but im jus too tired to write everything out.
will jus summarised those impt things.
29.11.06
finally,
we spent our first monthsary tgt.
yes,
finally i see this day coming.
thanks *baby for buying me the addidas jacket,
the nice me-to-you bear,
the nice nice card with swt words that really touches my hrt,
the movie which makes me almost puke,
the nice dinner at earle swensen.
to *sayang,
i noe alot of things happened.
alot of misunderstanding.
alot of unhappiness.
i apologise to everything tt i caused to make everything so bad.
i always feels that everything im at fault.
as in like if i cud be like last time,
i wudnt hurt *You in one way or another.
well,
ive told *you as much as i can abt how a person im actually like.
hope *you wil understand me more.
perhaps im really sucks at showing how much i cared and loved *you,
but trust me,
every single feeling i haf is so real.
really.
no matter wad bad things might happen to us,
i never thought of giving *you up.
trust me.
dun be afraid anymore alrite.?
aku cinta u.
(:
sch sucks now.
never felt so stress b4.
those never ending presentations,
those never ending discussions.
sigh.
now worse,
plus the probs i encountered in my clinical postings.
actually,
i wun feel so bad if tt "NURSING MANAGER" dun tok to me in tt way.
dun insult me.
dun humilate me.
i think i wun be so pissed.
hello,
as a NURSING MANAGER,
i think she shud haf enuff patience to explain things to her student,
try all ways to help her students
and NOT insult her student and ask her to get lost jus becoz her student ask a little more.
fcuk.
can anyone jus understand this feeling.?
anyway,
im gg to lodge a complain on her.
she dun desreve my respect.
even mummy wanted to cum dwn sch to TALK to her.
oh please,
can see how terrible is she.?
now,
she gg to post me to NUH to do my peads poasting.
thanks.
NUH which is like 2 hrs journey frm my hse.
thanks alot hurr.
freak.
anyway,
i wan to thnx 2 wonderful teacher.
for the help they offered.
yes,
i think tt is how a gd model for all student to follow.
arghs.
goodbye to all my hols tis sem.
9 wks of postings.
wow.
cudnt imagine how things wil be like.
i hope i still can cope.
stil can handle the stres.
and i hope please,
no more other unneccessary stress and pressure.
and problems.
if not i SURE brk dwn.
im not strong as other think i was.
smtime, wil jus get weary after been so strong for sooo long.
sigh.
bye peeps.
off for discussion AGN.
):
ps: i miss *him. i cant see *him till tmr. boo.
10:54 PM; be my
always
the GIRL
LOVES & HATES
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
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adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
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spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
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