the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
how to trust the one u love with all ur heart.?
i dunno how to trust *gf like how *she trust me.
i dunno how to put in wrds the insecure-ness within me.
ytd i was affected by *her when *she like kinda kip it a secret of mitin dia on national day.
i dunno why *she wud wan to kip it a secret but i dun like it.
i love honesty.
hiding smth is to mk sm1 think even more.
so i love to noe the truth be it gd or bad.
i know mitin dia is onli like to rem the date they knew each other.
and there is nth i shud jealous bout when dia is even attached to a guy.
but i dunno y.
maybe i dun haf tt BIG heart to not even feel nth when i heard *gf might be mitin her.
im at fault in tis.
i knew it.
but im just like tis.
BUT i wun forbid *her to mit dia.
moreover,
i noe dia in person too.
so maybe im jus too petty le.
*gf sae will bring me along too.
so.
anyway,
its stil long away.
we'll see bout it when the date is nearer.
*gf oso sae goin to celebrate ebong birthday with her too.
same feeling.
its just a naturally feelin i guess.
am i right.?
somemroe leo gals are those possesive and sensative.
jus a matter of the level of possesiveness and sensativeness.
ya,
i oso might be celebrating tgt too.
well,
i dun mind makin more frens hurr.
and i think ebong wasnt a bad gal but hope she wil be my fren too.
perhaps she can help mi alot in anyways in the future.
(:
so..
teach me how to trust someone so much.
i wan to trust *her like how she did for me.
but im jus afraid tt one day all my trust wil be betrayed.
once bitten twice shy.
the hurt frm it was really utterly urghs.
seriously,
im stil tryin to change.
as in to be someone more insensative and EVEN more nonchalent.
its kinda hard thou.
i REALLY wish we cud last.
long.
sigh.
i dunno.
im thinkin kinda abit more now.
n i hate it.
seriously hate it.
wanted to see *her so much but i cant.
sigh.
wonder when will i see her agn.
misses.!
HAPPY 9th MONTHSARY.
9:06 PM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY