the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
im despair.
im dishearted.
ive lost someone i loved.
and that *you.
i nvr wan to accept the fact.
i nvr wan to give up.
but i think i got to.
there is this strong will and belief tt we can make it thru 1 LAST time.
i hope we cud.
ytd was a total dwn day.
the day i always wan to avoid.
i admit i was been an irritating gf tis wk.
i apologise.
but i swear i hate myself for been like tis too.
hate myself the most ytd.
knowing things will turn back if i kip pesterin and like gg after *you
but im tt idiot to make things really bad.
okays.
nw i regret.
but do i haf a chance agn.?
i really dun wish to live days without *her.
i noe i can make it thru but im jus nt tt strong enough.
really.
the memories are jus so much.
*she means really much to me.
i dunno how to say anymore.
but one last thing,
*baby,
i wish we cud gif each other 1 LAST chance to mk things right.
i gt this strong will.
this really strong feeling for *you.
9 months.
its really long and too much to let go jus like tis.
things we dun like we can put in effort to change and amend.
ilove*you.
yes i do.
till this bery moment.
i can still cross my heart and say,
ilove*you.!
can *you see my heart.?
my feelings.?
my soul.?
i wish to see *you today.
praying.
sincerely.
hard.
mummy, im sorry. i love you. thanks for ur forgiveness. loves.!
12:34 PM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY