the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
had my new hair style today.
manage to have the hair style i wan.
to either spike to look boyish or the put hairband to look famine.
nt bad.
i like it.
things are going on well i guess.
maybe tis is a better way for *you and me.
but i wun deny tt my hart is still missing *you.
loving *you.
it wil stay as strong as it was till i met another *you.
somehow *you arent tt cruel to the extend of ignorin me.
thanks.
still kip me updated to *you daily life routine.
*you let me smhow felt that at least im not forgotten by *you.
*you are at least thinkin of me.
becoz i heard someone teling me before that if someone were to msg u,
it means tt he or she is thinking of you.
so,
yup.
today,
as usual,
*you told me *your routine.
i still feel belonged to *you.
we met up.
it was great except that *you and ling cudnt recorgnise me.
laughs.
i knew that *you were actually lookin at my finger,
looking for OUR ring,
think *you are kinda disappointed when *you found out tt im not wearing anymore.
but im sure *you were suprised that actually i wore it on my neck.
closer to heart thou hurr.
i was happy to see *you wearing OUR ring still.
on the 4th finger.
on the finger *you said that belongs to OUR ring.
but somehow disappointed when i saw *you actually oso wearing the ring of ebong's name too.
but i din blame u and i gt no right too.
BUT,
*you made me smile a little when later part,
i saw *you tkin out tt ring and *you are only wearin the one belong to us.
thanks.
im glad.
before i left,
the hug,
the kiss,
thanks.
i really jus still feel attached to *you.
what about *you.?
how do *you feel.?
when i turn away from *you,
i tear-ed.
with happiness and sadness.
im happy that we are stil close,
in contact,
im sad that we actually had broke up,
without status.
the love,
i can still feel it.
the strong feeling of belonging,
i jus dun wish to lose *you completely.
when will be the next time i cud see *you.?
when will be the next time *you wud hug me.?
when will be the next time *you wud kiss me goodbye.?
when will be the next time i cud sit beside *you when *you fag.?
when will be the next time *you tell me all the things that happen the past few days.?
when will be the next time *you will tell me,
i love you.?
when wil it be.?
i gt no idea.
but im holding on to this little faith,
that the day is not far away from now.
from todae.
*baby,
thanks for everything.
i still love *you.
perhaps i showed myself that i dun really care but i do.
in my heart.
[wefiy] thanx wefiy. sry to let you worry. will tell you the whole thing soon. im feeling better now i suppose. smile. hugs. u are badly missed too.
[bingbing] thns darling. you are really one of the bestes best fren i ever haf. LOVEs.
[yana] thnx dearie. haf fun during attachment ya.? see ya soon. misses.
12:50 AM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY