the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
im fearing.
the darkness in my life.
tears blindfolded me.
i cud see no road.
*you break the road in front of me.
*you took away the happiness i believed in.
*you took away the love i trust in.
is all my fault.
my bloody fuckin fault.
knew that *you wudnt like to be tied up,
but yet,
been an idiot,
thinkin only for myself,
i tied *you.
i used both hands to send *you away.
but does tt means tt i dun haf a sec chance.?
i dunno how to sae.
but for wad i alrd decided was tt,
i swear wad i will do if i got *you bck,
i will DEFINITELY do it.
if i failed to,
hate me even too.
smtime i may forget wad i promise but deep in my heart,
i noe wad is right and wrong.
let me prove to *you the another side of me.
the side that *you nvr seen before.
the great determination in within me.
the love is still strong.
im still missing *you.
i couldnt stop thinking of *you whenever i come across smth tt gt to do with u.
i held back my tears.
tellin myself i gotta be strong.
but smhow i cudnt without *you.
the feelin inside me i cudnt find wrds to describe.
but jus wishing that these days are u leading days *you wanted tt i cudnt gif.
im sorry.
im a failure as a gd gf.
tk it as a REALLy time out period and see if things cud work out smhow.
can we.?
i dun wish to end tis hard-comin rs like tis.
thou what i went thru were too much but i stil smhow feel tt its all worth it.
dunno y.
im jus so silly.
faith.
determination.
fate.
trust.
love.
they will show me all.
iLOVE*you still.
3:48 PM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY