the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
thanks to *you.
for everything.
for the feelings *you had since our brk up.
for the telling me how *you actually feel.
for the hugs.
for the kisses.
everything.
met *her jus nw.
was suppose to like pass *her bubble tea and acc *her for a fag den leave.
but end up *she asked for an acc to buy dinner.
so we spent a little more time tgt.
was swt.
was happy moments.
*she held my hand agn.
i felt loved.
today was just like any normal day we had before our brk up.
i feel happy.
but im despaired too.
becoz i doesnt want to face the reality.
alot of things *she said tt happen in the past before we really went tgt makes me weaker.
smhow.
so much wanted that time will bck to then.
before i left,
the hug was tite.
i feel the warmth.
the love.
i cant endure and so i asked.
*she noe wad i wanted to ask.
about is *she still loving me.
*she said yes,
i love you.
my heart melts.
it stop beating.
i cried.
*she says we are still tgt.
mans.
im happy.
like a little girl.
all i can say to *her was,
thanks and i love *you too.
but i stil nid smtime to overcome alot of things.
but my love for *you wil nvr be lessen.
i saw *you wearing tt ring belongs to ebong at first.
but *you took it out when *you met me.
i dunno wad's the reason behind it but i assume its mean to be good.
i mentioned bout the ring but *you deny.
agn,
i assume the reason for the denial is for the sake of me.
hmmm,
been selfish,
can i request *you nt to wear.?
smile.
okays.
im off to slp.
dun wish to think of anything else anymore.
*you are the only one.
11:58 PM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY