the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
hello.
had a busy weekends.
wrk wrk and wrk.
but i love it.
grins.
darling yinjia and bing went genting today.
sad can.
i miss them la.
faster come back.!
first time we din go overseas tgt.
i find it so weird.
boo.
wad shud i say abt todae.?
can i say it was a fucked up day.?
but its not really becoz had great time with eye candy todae.
and aloy.
grins.
but i stil find it kinda fucked up.
not gg to say much on it if not i wil jus blow up agn and i doesnt wan it.
one thing i wan to say,
please dun come and bother about me if u are just tryin to pull me and eye candy tgt or jus to spike me with smth or sm one.
go ahead and do things tt u think u will be happier with.
u think its good for u.
we are just not meant to be.
thanks eye candy for been there to kinda cheer me up.
grins.
u are cute la.!
hahas.!
hope to wrk tgt agn n we can crap agn.
hahas.!
as for things between me and *gf.
everything is fine i suppose.
but there is this weird feeling.
this feeling coming frm me which i doesnt like it.
are we really distant abit.?
or we are just getting into a matured rs,
when we no longer misses each other so much,
no longer wanted to mit each other so often.
and the love is still there.
i suppose.?
how long cud we last like tis.?
i wish it wil be long.
i seriously doesnt wan to try to get used to another person.
its soo tiring.
*gf is gd enough.
if we really were to end,
*she will be the last person hu i will wan to be with.
UNLESS there is someone else out there can give me more than i can give.
grins.
i hate it.fcuked.
2:02 AM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY