the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
will i see *gf today.? ):
was suppose to mit my clique to wrk on our elective web page.
BUT end up realizing tt my lappy doesnt haf the front page software.
wad a lousy lappy it is la.
laughs.
so they went to e plaza to do but i cant bcoz of my nxt discussion.
man.
i felt like im a little busy woman.
like as thou i haf lots of mitings to attend.
laughs.
last nite was seriously a bad bad nite.
alrite.
im the one hu make it bad i think.
its my fault tt i dun even gif the basic trust to *gf.
im sorry.
i noe i shud had trust *you when u say tt the truth im gg to noe wun hurt me.
i wish i cud really trust *you like 100%.
or even more than that.
but im just afraid that i wil be hurt in one way or another when my trust were taken for granted. alot of things happen all tis while that makes me dunno how to trust.
not only *you but to everyone.
im getting worse.
but im doin is to protect myself.
i want to kip a perfrct image of *you in my hrt.
maybe when the truth is out,
everything were fine,
it wil gain all the trust in me of *you.
still,
i get myself prepared for the worst.
im sorry,
but i hope *you wil understand the fear in me.
and like i swear-ed,
i wun asked *you anymore things regarding tt.
i dun wan to end up quarrelin with *you.
(:
if ever i commited a sin,
if ever i break my biggest promise to everyone,
will i be forgiven.?
will there be someone hu wil understand the reason of my doings.?
i wonder and
im sorry.
met PL ytd in sch.
its like a mth plus since we met can.
we almost cudnt recoginse each other.
her hair is long now and she cudnt recognise me becoz my face like smaller.
laughs.
we had a gd chat.
really a good one.
i miss tokin to her la.
and we missed holding hands in town.
LAUGHS.
thanks for all ur encouragements and all.
i love you.
grins.
my one and only PL. LOVEs. (:
10:59 AM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY