the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
well,
im suppose to slp by now becoz i haf to wake up like at 7 tmr.?
but dunno y,
im jus feelin this low.
i cudnt help thinkin of unnecessary things.
i noe i miss *gf.
like alot.
damn alot.
outta sudden.
even thou i just like met *her an hr ago.
and im gg to spend the rest of the day after the family day with *her.
hearing ppl ard me are brkin up with their love ones.
im fearing.
i wudnt wan to end with *gf agn.
not agn.
but sigh.
we haf to.
one day.
these days,
things between us are great.
*she treating me so well.
so much better than im getting used to it agn.
im so afraid tt one day,
*she wud jus t attitude me agn and all.
i think i wudnt noe how to tk it agn.
man,
im fearing.
really.
does everyone need to lose their impt ones in order to learn to treasure them.?
wouldnt it be too late.
if there's a way bck,
its fine.
but wad if there isnt any a single chance anymore.?
will we regret.?
i noe i will.
definitely.
okays.
emo agn.
im tryin so hard to hold bck my tears tonite.
i promise i wudnt let them falls.
nights everyone.
*baby, i love *you. can *you feel it.?
1:11 AM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY