the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
busy days. happy days. fastrated days. fucked up days. yes, these are the days i had since mon. boo. but i think im still coping well. in life, we gain and wil lose. so ya, wad else can i ask for more.? i can be mean. i can be stubborn. i can be unreasonable. i can be loud. i can show my attitude when u hits my limits. i can hate u even if u did nth much to me. as long i dun think u are nice, u disgusted me, i wil despite u. completely. yes, tis is me. if u dun like it. dun bother to try likin it. im someone hu hates to be controlled. i believe that i gt my rights to tok to anyone and to be close with anyone. be it guy or gals. so wad if im cr8, and ive a *gf.? i noe my limits and i noe hu is the one i REALLY love. and that's only *her. i wan to respect u and i want to be respected too. i jus loved been br8 and been more open than normal gals. im jus too used to the environment i had these yrs in poly. and yes, that's me. im tried of arguing and giving attitude. im hard. u are too. becoz we are the exact same date babies. so if u wan to stop all these, u gotta gif in becoz im used to be given in to and i wun wan to change. moreover, u are a guy. sry, tis is my mentality of a guy and a gal. seriously, STOP being paraniod, and things will be better. trust me. and there is no nid of running away frm ur feelings. becoz in the end, the one tt wil be utterly hurt is u not me. no one knows ur feelings better than u, urself. so if by saying those decieving wrds to me makes u feels better, go ahead becoz its u tt wil be hurt in the end. i wun n cant do anything to stop it either. well, u nid to noe how to handle ur own feelings better before loving someone else. if not, everything will just falls apart and i wun be the one on the losing side. is u. and i dun wish this will happen. so.. u noe wad to do.? ytd i had a gr8 gr8 day.! my new PL.! berls, i LOVE u to bits.! smucks* grins. went bck NVSS wif rach and ping. met sm teachers. glad tt they stil rems us. hahas. and mama chia.! y u go on course at tis time.?? boo. i miss u la.! miss shouting "mama chia" infront of everyone. hahas. went ps, had a hair cut AGN. met mel after tt. stil as handsome. wahaha. love her too la.! nvr fail to cheer me up. waited for eye candy to fin box,helped him thru the closing part. grins. was suppose to watch movie but due to sm reason which i dun wan to rack it up agn, we end up drinkin outside 7-11. dunno wad happen to me, i get high so easily ytd. maybe becoz of my fucked up mood. grins. but was fun. get to know minyew. nice guy i must sae. grins. okays, gtg mit *gf. yeappies.! (: my stupid ex. laughs.
darling shihui n me.!
jr corine and me.
my fav eng teacher. mrs gibson.!
rachel. me. meiping
shen jun and me.
berls PL. iloveher.!
eye candy. yewyew. CUTE.!
i jus simply love her la. (x 
7:20 PM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY