the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
it had been some time since i last feel this way.
it had been some time since *gf treat me this way.
it had been some time since i closed my eyes and i start tearing.
it had been some time since i feel so hurt by everything *she says to me.
*dear,
can *you stop doing all these to me agn.?
please dun let me suffer all over agn.
please dun let me adapt to ur attitude agn.
im hurt.
so badly tis time becoz im so used to the nicest of *you.
and i dun expect *you to do all these to me agn.
our 1st yr is coming.
yes,
i want to spend it with *you.
so much that im planing things now.
anyway,
do *you rem it.?
sigh.
*you noe my tears are dropping agn for *you.?
do *you noe how i pass my day today.?
do *you know how much i hate feeling this way.?
how much i hate crying.?
what's wrong now.?
what did i do this time that i caused *you to treat me tis way agn.?
am i to blame to deserve all these.?
i really wish its just a one day thing.
i hope tmr,
everything wil be alrite.
i dun wan to cont tis way.
i swear i will get into depression.
and please not at this time.
i wan to pass my sup paper.
*baby ,
can *you see how u means to me.?
how actually *you can affect me in one way or another.?
i need *you .
yes i do.
so dun leave me at this very moment.
tell and show me im jus thinking too much.
i wish to see *you tmr.
but im oso prepared to miss *you more with *your absence.
im tired but i still want to move on with it jus becoz,
i love *you.
too much.
3:11 AM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY