the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
shud i say today is a good day or shud i say its a bad one.?
i cried tis early morn.
and frm it i realise how much *he actually means to me.
i din realise this is how much i wanted from *him.
*his super close attention to my feelings.
*his sensativity towards my feelings and all.
and i din realise this is how much i wanted *him to be in my life.
maybe there is nth call forever but as long as i cud hold *him in my life.
as long as i am allowed to.
the meeting with *him during my brk was nt good at first.
i really hate the feeling.
the feeling of unhappiness,
pissed-ness,
disappointment.
i jus hate-d them all.
but im glad everything was alrite after tt.
really.
*sgy i really hope you will kip ur wrds when u said it. i really dun like the disappointment i haf frm you. it hurts me. sorry for the expectation. i know its kinda unfair to you somehow but i dunno how to stop expecting. im really trying real hard. gif me time alrite.? i wish we cud pass tis 1 month smoothly. after which, things wil be in place better and nicer for both you and me. promise, we will say things out whenever things goes wrong. okays.? aku cinta kau. (:
i need to lose ALOT of fats.
shugs.
im like getting fatter and fatter and im getting really irritated by those irritating fats on my body.
tennis.!
i wan to lose weight.!
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1:06 AM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY