the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
alot of things happen after the day i last posted.
but im jus too tired to write everything out.
will jus summarised those impt things.
29.11.06
finally,
we spent our first monthsary tgt.
yes,
finally i see this day coming.
thanks *baby for buying me the addidas jacket,
the nice me-to-you bear,
the nice nice card with swt words that really touches my hrt,
the movie which makes me almost puke,
the nice dinner at earle swensen.
to *sayang,
i noe alot of things happened.
alot of misunderstanding.
alot of unhappiness.
i apologise to everything tt i caused to make everything so bad.
i always feels that everything im at fault.
as in like if i cud be like last time,
i wudnt hurt *You in one way or another.
well,
ive told *you as much as i can abt how a person im actually like.
hope *you wil understand me more.
perhaps im really sucks at showing how much i cared and loved *you,
but trust me,
every single feeling i haf is so real.
really.
no matter wad bad things might happen to us,
i never thought of giving *you up.
trust me.
dun be afraid anymore alrite.?
aku cinta u.
(:
sch sucks now.
never felt so stress b4.
those never ending presentations,
those never ending discussions.
sigh.
now worse,
plus the probs i encountered in my clinical postings.
actually,
i wun feel so bad if tt "NURSING MANAGER" dun tok to me in tt way.
dun insult me.
dun humilate me.
i think i wun be so pissed.
hello,
as a NURSING MANAGER,
i think she shud haf enuff patience to explain things to her student,
try all ways to help her students
and NOT insult her student and ask her to get lost jus becoz her student ask a little more.
fcuk.
can anyone jus understand this feeling.?
anyway,
im gg to lodge a complain on her.
she dun desreve my respect.
even mummy wanted to cum dwn sch to TALK to her.
oh please,
can see how terrible is she.?
now,
she gg to post me to NUH to do my peads poasting.
thanks.
NUH which is like 2 hrs journey frm my hse.
thanks alot hurr.
freak.
anyway,
i wan to thnx 2 wonderful teacher.
for the help they offered.
yes,
i think tt is how a gd model for all student to follow.
arghs.
goodbye to all my hols tis sem.
9 wks of postings.
wow.
cudnt imagine how things wil be like.
i hope i still can cope.
stil can handle the stres.
and i hope please,
no more other unneccessary stress and pressure.
and problems.
if not i SURE brk dwn.
im not strong as other think i was.
smtime, wil jus get weary after been so strong for sooo long.
sigh.
bye peeps.
off for discussion AGN.
):
ps: i miss *him. i cant see *him till tmr. boo.
10:54 PM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY