the GIRL
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
( yes, i love it when *you calls me baby and telling me that im part of *your life. )
No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
( but why times over times, *you are still making cry so badly ? )
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
( *baby are *you loving me with all *you have ? )
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
( i met afew wrong ppl alrd and i wish that *you are the one God wants me to meet along this path of life. )
There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
( that's the reason why i dun dare to trust *you so much because im afraid that *you will abuse the trust i had for *you. )
Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
( perhaps i should learn real hard from this. )
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
( im thankful that i have a handful of true frens. thanks guys.! LOVEs. )
arent these sentences awesome.?
got these from the mail darling yinjia sent to me the other day.
and its so nice for me to do some reflection.
yes,
im still despair.
i hurt myself and as well as *him (i assume)
i din mean to end everything with *you but im jus so afraid.
i swear i dun feel any better than *you.
i swear i still love *you as how i did always.
and i always will.
i swear i dun wan to lose *you either.
but this isnt the rs i wish to have.
the disappointment,
the hurts,
are too much for me.
and perhaps for *you.
i wish we cud wrk things out,
find a way out.
if not,
we cud nvr move on from here.
i promise i will nvr give up.
and i mean it.
my promise is for real.
and *you can take my words.
i swear.
and wad about *you.?
)':
11:25 PM; be my
always
wants to be called as cynthia. her first cry was on the 110888. currently studying at NYP, a NURSE to be.
now she is TAKEN by HIM. and yes, finally, she is with a GUY now (:
she really LOVES sleep, music, freedom, HUGS, liquor, clubbing, DARLINGS gang, all the swt time she had with *HIM, all the things *HE had done for her & obviously H.I.M !
she really HATES chocolate, ice-cream, hurts, words that doesnt mean anything, empty promises, tears, stress, pressure, irritatation, FATS.
& Berline
& Christine
& Deborah
& Ilyana
& Jazz
& Karine
& JinFeng
& Jolene
& Lynnette
& MeiBing
& Meilan
& Rachel
& Shahidah
& ShiHui
& SzeYing
& YinJia
yes, please grant her with:
adidas jacket
Head tennis racketbillabong wallet
newurbanmale sandals
bikini
puma/nike/adidas bags
more skirts
more tops
new handphone
much fats off her body
been loved dearly by *HIM (:
spend almost 24/7 with *HIM
tanned skin
more time to enjoy
graduate from NYP asap
MONEY